Combustion in my stomach
being lost in my own mind.
Falling through a dark tunnel,
no bright ray in pure daylight.
Negativity overtaking the depths of my being
…letting go of my ambition
…losing the essence of who I am
…always finding someone or something to blame.
Nightmares instead of dreams
of monsters, unable to scream.
The darkness eating at my soul
I try to kick, but I’m losing control.
Falling with nothing to hold onto
…nothing but fire engulfing me
…abundant flames, I can’t see
…this isn’t who I want to be.
I want to leave, someone untie my chains, set me free.
I miss carefree days and exciting nights.
The adventure of meeting new people, and a tropical breeze.
Cease the moment they say, but how can I with fallen dreams?
The voices are calling
From the depths of abyss
I keep falling